I dreamed that my boyfriend and I were living separate lives even though we lived together. He and I never saw each other or went out together. (This is in reality an ex boyfriend). We both worked separate schedules. One weekend, we both had the same night off. I said look we have the same night off. He said yeah we do. But then he called his buddies and planned a night with them. He was completely oblivious that meant we could have done something together. When I asked him, he became irritated with me. I realized then that we did live separate lives and that we shouldn’t be together. Later I ran into a guy who I had a crush on in the past. I realized I still had a crush on him. And that he had a crush on me. We talked a bunch, then kissed. (This is a crush that was also a crush in my past in real life.) When I saw my ex boyfriend again, he was angry I had kissed that guy. I didn’t understand, we weren’t together, he didn’t want to spend time with me, so why was he upset that I was seeing someone else?! I saw the guy I had a crush on again, and he really seemed to like me but also seemed nervous to open up and show his feelings.
This dream may be reflecting unresolved feelings and emotions surrounding your past relationship with your ex-boyfriend. The dream could symbolize your feelings of disconnect and lack of closeness with him during the relationship. It may also suggest a desire for more fulfilling and meaningful interactions in a romantic relationship.
The portrayal of your ex-boyfriend being oblivious to the potential for spending time together and becoming irritated when you bring it up could indicate feelings of neglect or emotional distance that you may have experienced in the relationship. This could be a reflection of your realization that the relationship was not meeting your needs for closeness and connection.
The appearance of the crush from your past in the dream may symbolize a longing for excitement, passion, and a deeper emotional connection that you may have felt was lacking in your previous relationship. The kiss with the crush could represent a desire for validation, attraction, and a more fulfilling romantic connection.
The dream may also suggest a sense of confusion or frustration regarding the expectations and boundaries in your past relationship. Your ex-boyfriend's anger at you seeing someone else could reflect unresolved feelings of jealousy, possessiveness, or hurt from the relationship.
Overall, this dream may be highlighting your inner desires for a more fulfilling and emotionally satisfying relationship where you feel valued, appreciated, and connected on a deeper level. It could be a reflection of your subconscious processing past relationship experiences and contemplating what you truly want and deserve in a romantic partnership.